The phallic touch is strong. The mighty phallus, with a single touch, can smother you with the phallic rank that draws other phallus wielding bodies to you. It would be misleading of me to say, however, that I have not been approached by guys in the fifteen months of my celibacy. Quite the contrary, actually. Still, the strength of the phallic touch cannot be denied. Hell, its potency drew even Flez out of the wood work.
Evidence, you request? Consider the probabilities of the following:
Tiragem has not experienced the phallic touch in 15 months.
Tiragem has not been contacted by Flez since the previous callendar year.
The very same day that Tiragem first has sex in 15 months, is the day that Flez first contacts (via email) Tiragem in more than half a year.
Coincedence? I think not. It is the phallic touch.
And yes, baby, you heard me right. I had sex. To whom did the phallic touch belong? Chan. I actually had written an entire entry about what happened between us the first night we went out when TSTT was fucking up, but have never posted it. I suppose that is all secondary now to the point that we have had sex.
And I loved every minute of it. He certainly is experienced. He is not exactly well endowed, but he can definitely use what he has.
I really do like Chan. Mostly, in an intensely sexual way, but a little more than that, I think. Not emotionally. No. Not quite. He just... intrigues me, with that personality of his and that beautifully bald head I cannot seem to quite get into. You have to give the guy credit - for 15 months I did not truly feel like having sex with anyone although Raj, Zodiac, and Rum have done fabulous jobs of making me wet. Then came Chan, and just talking to him made me want to fuck the first thing that walked by. And best of all, not since Flez have I fantasised about fucking a guy even after I've fucked him. He's 27. And thus continues my fascination with older men, now representing 75% of the guys I've fucked.
I should really describe how the night went down. It is interesting stuff. Especially since Zodiac called me while I was sucking Chan's balls in the car on the way to the sleazy motel.
That's right. Fifteen months of celibacy led up to one night in a guest house rented by the hour. We paid for two hours, but I think the 3 orgasms were free.
I should really elaborate.
But I should really, really go to bed now. I got work tomorrow - and Pop Rock after that.